extremely fucked up week involving endless mugging and feeling v stressed out.

everyday th routine is to wake up, mug, test, rest and mug and sleep.

what happened to going out for lunch after th test?

and usually i'll feel like i did well, or didnt perform or what.

dont even know how i am supposed to feel after th exam!

cause it seems like you have no time to think at all.

i reach home and i feel so pek chek cause have t start studying again.

then end up procrastinating until i finally get into th mood t revise.

like forcing myself, so pathetic.

and angry w myself cause i not motivated enough.

cchem today was ultimate.

couldnt think straight and i nearly felt like crying.

cant rmb when was i so upset to this extent abt exams.