JGR 2

Change.

being humans, its a natural instinct to resist changes.
especially when the change is not desired.
we spend time in our comfort zones, seldom venturing out.
we're comfortable in our ruts.

when change occurs, it usually catches us by surprise.
the rude shock that something that once was will never be again.
the awakening that occompanies the realisation.
the feeling of disappointment that you've been shortchanged, left behind.

we are all victims of change.

have you noticed the change in you yet?

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Dug out my old albums and found this photo.

This was my first birthday.

One of my most cherished photos.

It was the last time I was overseas with ahgong.

Glad I took the jump and asked for special permission from my supervisor and lecturer to go; 
I was having my internship during then.

Ahgong before he was sick.

Always smiling, with his hands behind his back, and with a Marlboro between his fingers.

During mid-autumn festival. Ahgong so cute, he said this is his hat.

Behind the scenes. Hahahaha he was trying to make ahma laugh, 
and ahma was like, siao la you, ngong ngong! (Another word for goondu) :)

Thumbs up for genting! :D

I randomly did this action and ahgong copy cat me. :)

Ahgong was just nice at NCC for his radiotherapy during my lunch break, so naturally I had to visit him!

He saw my name tag and took it from me. Stared at it for a moment, then happily clipped it on. :)

Three years have passed, and it still doesn't feel the same without ahgong.

I've stopped crying every night, but now and then I think of memories and I can't help but tear. Especially when I see patients who share similarities with him, like the striped shirt he loves, the same hair style..

I wish I could show him what I've achieved, wished I could have at least showed him my diploma gown. But it was all too late.

Even till now I still wonder, if things would have been different if I had been at home to take care of him.

It was only one night which I had been away..

真的不甘心。

I seek solace in knowing that he didn't suffer a lot when he passed. It was peaceful, without much struggle.

But I still miss him a lot.

And there's no known cure for this hole in my heart.

Reflections for 2013.

Last day of 2013! Thankful for the past year, for the memories created and for the lessons which I have been taught.

For work, I've definitely made progress.
Especially after these few days, I'm confident that I can deal with work when Adele and Seen aren't around. 
Of course, I have an awesome team of colleagues who are around to work together, namely Emmanuel, Masita and Saljorah.
I owe it to them that everything goes so smoothly, and it's really true that only teamwork can take it this far.

But 2014 is going to change that, sadly.
Masita is going to bukit merah, Emmanuel is gonna go for his physiotherapist course, 
and I will be left with.. suhaila and lazy Susan wtf. 

Deep breath.

I just hope suhaila will drink more chicken essense so that she'll focus.

For family, I'm glad that this has been an smooth year for us all.
We even managed to go Thailand together!
Definitely a milestone, cause Jh planned the whole trip and kept my parents sufficiently entertained. AND WE GOT TO SHOP. HEHEHEHE.
And yay I sponsored the tickets and accommodations so it's a milestone for me too.
To be able to provide for my family. :)

Other than going with Thailand with my family, I went there with @zkamikaze too!
Our first ever overseas trip together.

AND SPEAKING OF OVERSEAS. going KOREA with @shirleelim @xinovel and soktheng!
Now this is something I'm looking forward to for 2014. Another 9 months hehehe. Time better fly!

Love my #newsstandgirls cause they've been my source of support, laughs and of course, gossip.
So excited we're finally able to go on a trip tgt!
It's been so difficult to make our schedules coincide, after 3 years wtf :x.

Friendship is actually really magical.
It heals, it brings joy, laughter. It surprises you, and it makes you happy. 
But many a time it may also bring about disappointment, sadness, anger and regret. 
This whole year, I've learnt this.

I've never thought that time could change a person so drastically,
to the point where a best friend I once knew and could talk about anything under the sun,
could become such a normal friend.
I no longer feel like I can trust him with secrets, nor confide my worries in.
Kinda sad but I think we all drift apart at some point in time.

There was one point of time I was really hurt by it,
but I've learnt to move on, and all I feel now is indifference.
And thankful for the bffs who stayed :D

Another person I have to be thankful for, is my ever supportive boyfriend.
He's the best friend who will never betray me, the ever open ear for listening to my rants, and my punching bag :x.

The last role is something my bffs can never do, and I will never let them be, 
because my temper is horrible. 
Only pok can tahan it, and it's something I hope to change in the coming year.

At family photo shoot now and I'm feeling so sleepy. *yawns

十万毫升泪水 - 蔡健雅

知道我不完美　能给的我都给
于是天蓝转灰转黑　也微笑不插嘴

这一次会气馁　连平凡爱一回
都才将心给谁　马上又被粉碎

满意了吗　你究竟有完没完
你烦不烦　总考验我多勇敢
有那么难　那么幸福和美满
我不贪婪　只求多些夜晚　不鼻酸 不孤单
我想要的快乐很简单　你都不管

人的一生会积累　十万毫升泪水
以为哭完苦悲苦味　能换来好结尾

并不是我后悔　爱会痛我奉陪
只是轮到我没　谁视我为宝贝

满意了吗　你究竟有完没完
你烦不烦　总考验我多勇敢
有那么难　那么幸福和美满
我不贪婪　只求多些夜晚　不鼻酸　不孤单
我想要的快乐很简单 你都不管

有完没完　我已无条件投降
我要归还　向你借来的勇敢
我不野蛮　不属于我的美满
都不贪婪　只求一到夜晚　有期盼 有陪伴
我想要你给我个答案 你却不管
你都不管
你别不管
我的伤感

Play a game with me.

Life is a game.
Specifically, a game of chess.

The goal is to move forward, one step at a time.
Our decisions take us to that step.

Sometimes nothing happens.
Sometimes we gain.
Sometimes we lose.
Sometimes, to gain, we need sacrifice.

Ultimately, the moral of the story is to not regret the step we have taken.

We cannot reverse the progress of the game. 

We can only continue from where we are now.
We can only mourn for our losses, but the game continues.

All I want to ask is, how do you know you have won?

Happiness

Happiness causes a smile, laughter, and a feeling of content.
There are many things which make different people a different kind of happy.

Simplicity is happiness.
It doesn't take much to make me happy.

But.. What happens when your happiness is not what others hope for?

farewell and goodbye.

finally a full clique outing with everyone present.
gonna be the last one because i dont plan on planning one anymore. ever.

simply because i'm tired of doing it,
sick of feeling a mix-mash of heartache and bitterness.
something i no longer want to explain.
everyone is moving on,
so there's no point in me staying.
i dont know how to face this act anymore anyway.

maybe one day we'll meet again, but no thanks for now.
i'm happy enough with who i may have.

thanks for the memories though, i'd still take it to my grave.

chilling at timbre @ the arts house.

half and half pizza, ft. smoked duck and seafood.

which was really the reason i came.

our song dedication, which took forever to come on. 

cheers.

group photo.

newsstand. ♥

这场戏，我演不下去。祝你幸福。

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on to happier stuff.

met up with wara and elora, who's finally back after 3 years!

really long awaited, hahah.

had an awesome time just hanging out and talking.

still remember how we disliked each other soooo much in the past.

all cause mariam was talking shit about us,

and later everyone exposed her to be a fake.

epic epic poly year one drama LOL.

so glad fate eventually brought us together in the end.

what's meant to be, indeed will be (:

elora still looks as sexy as ever. hahahah! 

super rich tai-tai wara.

her current job is so awesomely tempting, 

makes me feel like quitting :x

waiting

forever waiting and waiting forever.

i should have seen it coming.

如果结局早已命定，你还愿意经历这一切吗?

fucking giving up.

i dont often think very negative thoughts,
but when i do, usually its cause i've reached breaking point.

tired of constantly trying to imagine a silver lining in every cloud.
tired of telling myself that everything is gonna turn out fine.

its about time i faced the fact that my clique is no longer the same.
everyone has their own agenda, their own purpose.
its not really just about busy schedules.
its just plainly that we are not each other's priority anymore.
i can dare to say that for me and shirlee, we have made enough effort.
our first thoughts for trying new stuff has been with the clique.
but no one else is intrsted.

dont say go overseas, go dinner also hard.
everyone's excuse range expanded until i cant even keep up anymore.
yes, its all fucking excuses.
please dont think i cant tell.

i'm sick of trying to entertain those excuses.
disgusted by whatever lies or pretense you have under your sleeve.
dont want say dont want, dont fucking tell me see how, confirm later.
i dont need you to entertain me.

now on, i'm not gonna accommodate anyone any longer.
you can make it, feel like coming, you're welcome.
if not, shut up.

i've reached a point where i have no choice but to accept the facts.
facts which i've actually known long ago.
what you want may never happen, what you dont want can happen anytime..

此刻的心情

没有人能了解

这种痛，这种伤心。
需要假装没事，但心里却一直痛着。
告诉自己一切会没事，但明明就不是。
告诉自己无所谓，但明明就很在意。

等不到天黑，烟火不会太完美。
回忆烧成灰，还是等不到结尾。
他曾说得无所谓，我怕一天一天被摧毁。

rules to make me happy

1. always have red hair.

cause red hair makes me happy.
it makes me feel confident.
makes me feel like a mermaid :B
and i'm essentially a very boring person, so my hair is the best accessory.

it just feels like me. :D

2. indulge in the right things

whenever i've had a bad day at work,
i usually end up using retail or food therapy.

i actually have a freaking long list of blogshops which i subscribe to.
almost every day, at least one of them has new collections.
but before you label me a shopholic, i'm not that scary.
usually browsing those collections are therapeutic enough for me.
its fun seeing how they match and wear stuff.
its even more fun when spotting the price tag!
me and bimb have seen countless stores selling the same item at x 2 the cost,
as compared to bugis street / far east plaza.
the auntie thrill when we find out that we got the cheaper deal :xx

i have a confession though, the tinsel rack still remains as my weakest spot.
no kidding, for the past month of april, almost every sunday i've bought smth. LOL.
and buying from them requires skill ! not that easy hor.
its like camping for pq slot, HAHAHAHA.

7.58 - 7.59 pm zhun zhun must camp at comp liao.
8 pm click refresh and speed click click !
8.01 pm victory dance hehehe.

*ehem* but ya cause their service is really good, and the items are worth it. :D

buying nail polish is also really therapeutic.
okay i know i already have around 60 bottles. no shit.
and i only have 10 fingers + 10 toes.
but the colors are sometimes really very tempting..

and dont get me started on shoes.
i used to have 1 pair slippers, 1 pair flats and 1 pair sneakers.
now i dont even dare to count, LOL.

okay i admit, i'm a junior level shopholic.

but i'm a higher level glutton !
food makes me really really happy. even better than the above mentioned material stuff.
i must be a man on the inside,
because the phrase 'the way to a man's heart is through his stomach' feels totally applicable for me.

coming home to mummy's cooking is the most comforting thing ever,
especially after a fucked up day at work.
one of the little things in life that money can never buy. (:

so is looking forward to dinner with friends after work/school.
its really like your goal at the end of the day.
like a light at the end of the tunnel.
like a diamond in the dark..

okay you get the drift. :B

3. its happier to be alone

i dont warm up to people that easily, let alone trust them.
i'm actually kind of anti-social,
especially when i'm in situations where i know everyone is just using each other.
like in school. i've been studying in psb for almost 2 years.
yet the no. of friends i've gained was only a measly 2.
and its only through levon that i've gotten to know them better.
otherwise i doubt i'd have bothered to know people.

because let's be honest,
other than school, you're not gonna be seeing me, isnt it?
if you were to contact me, it'll definitely be school-related.

i'd rather be alone, enjoying my solitude,
than to be forced to wear a mask and make small talk that both you and i dont care about.
i know its negative thinking, but i'm already very tired.


4. always be fucking honest with yourself.

cause i've learnt one too many times that naivety kills.


countless times which i've experienced disappointment.
yes, i know that nothing is perfect, and that's life.
but how do you not feel anything?
its exactly because you're alive, that's why you feel.

i know that our friendship will never be the same again.
countless times i've actually questioned if i was in any wrong.
and after asking myself, reflecting,
i've decided that my conscience is clear.
its really up to your own perspective.
just so you know, it doesnt have to be this way.

it just sucks to lose a friend over such a stupid thing -.-

i have come to face the fact that not everyone will accept my relationship with pok.
its a painful fact, but a fact nevertheless.
maybe one day i will change their minds. maybe that day will never happen.
but i'm trying to live in the present, because life is too short and fragile.

i've realised that my efforts are not always appreciated.
but i also do know that i will keep trying when i should.
because i want to do what i feel like, and what i think is right.

i know that medical school is a blurry dream.
but who is to say that i cannot have that dream in my imperfect vision?
i havent woken up fully yet.
it might just become a reality.
but i'm honest enough to tell myself about the other options i might have.
forensic analyst with SPF, medical technologist (in histo, not in my current sinkhole :x)
i dare to dream realistic dreams.

5. the glutton wishlist

nooks.
hatched (!!)
swee choon
ramen keisuke tori king
arbite (again)
battered fluffy flaps
astons
everything with fries
marche
vintage delicafe
tim ho wan.

this is sorta my bucket list. eat alr can die happy, bwahahaha.

*the post is rubbishly serious, and i sound kind of moodswingy.
but thats just how i really am. :D

it will rain - bruno mars

If you ever leave me, baby,
Leave some morphine at my door
Cause it would take a whole lot of medication
To realize what we used to have,
We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me
No matter how long my knees are on the floor, oh
So keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm making
To keep you by my side
And keep you from walking out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies, if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain

I'll never be your mother's favorite
Your daddy can't even look me in the eye
Oooh if I were in their shoes, I'd be doing the same thing
Saying there goes my little girl walking with that troublesome guy

But they're just afraid of something they can't understand
well little darling watch me change their minds
Yeah for you I'll try, I'll try, I'll try, I'll try
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right

Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies, if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain

Don't just say goodbye,
don't just say goodbye
I'll pick up these broken pieces 'til I'm bleeding
If that'll make it right


Cause there'll be no sunlight, if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies, if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds,
my eyes will do the same if you walk away
Everyday, it will rain, rain, rain.


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more than i like to admit, we still have a long way to go.

six degrees of separation - the script

You've read the books,
You've watched the shows,
What's the best way no one knows, yeah,
Meditate, get hypnotized.
Anything to take from your mind.
But it won't go

You're doing all these things out of desperation,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toke.
Watch the past go up in smoke.
Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,
I'm better now than ever, and your life's okay
Well it's not. No.

You're doing all these things out of desperation,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little.

No, no, there ain't no help, it's every man for himself
No, no, there ain't no help, it's every man for himself

You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,
Anyone'll throw an arm around you.
Tarot cards, gems and stones,
Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.
We'll it's not, no

You're only doing things out of desperation,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little.

No there's no starting over,
without finding closure.
You'd take them back, no hesitation,
that's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have messed up a little.

give me strength

life's been a bitch recently,
every single day has been fucked up in one way or another.
questioning myself if what i'm fighting for is worth it or not.
right now, my stubborn streak doesnt want to give up yet.

i dont want to give up my job cause it provides me with stability, in terms of both time and money.
however, its having the opposite effect on my emotions.
i'm more or less an angsty bitch at work. to the patients la, never to my colleagues.
the kind of verbal abuse and insults we get daily in return for our hard work.
sometimes it just gets so fucking frustrating.
my faith in humanity really hangs in the balance. -.-

plus the fact that the management doesnt appreciate us.
who has ever heard of increased workload, but decreased manpower? is that fair?
it doesnt mean just cause we're an efficient team, that you can throw more sai at us to pick.

it gets really busy to the extent, tt i have gotten used to not having lunch break and leaving late.

sometimes i wish i was more selfish and less dedicated to my job.
but knowing myself, its kinda hard cause i believe in doing the best i can for every task.
does this count as self-praise? hahahah.

when it comes to school, i dont know how to view it.
its another struggle to get back into the chiongster mode
and i worry that im not doing enough.
whatever energy i have left fter a busy day at work doesnt last anymore
i find myself nodding off while listening to elec,
sometimes even while writing my notes.
feel so pissed off at myself for being unable to function.
i know its not my fault but i just hate myself for wasting time.

and im afraid despite all my effort, i wont be able to achieve the grades i want.

such conflict.
working hard for my studies but ironically my studies suffer cause of my work.

i try not to think negative but really, there is only so much i can tolerate.
this past week was really shit,
ended up with many a night washing my pillow with tears .
sometimes i dont even know why i felt so down.
and i think i scared my mom when she saw me crying after i came home from work.
she was like OMG JINGTING WHAT HAPPENED. :x.

yeah and its not just my mom.
sorry to my dad, my sisters, 大姑姑, ahpok, bimb, von, sok and ahsai for making you guys worry.
thanks for your encouragement, really touched. ♥

i promise i'll try my utmost best to not break down anymore.

hang on and hang on till 2015 bahs.
thats all i can hope at the moment.

no river runs deeper than the tear from my eye

this line kept running through my head the whole day

...

exactly how deep can hurt go?

cant believe you'd say that.

最强悍的第三者永远都不是别人

而是命运

another year

yet another year has passed.

the memories are still vivid.
the emotions are still fresh.
and the scars still tingle.

we've moved on with life,
but you're always on our minds.

wishing you were here to see how cute baby fishball is.
wishing you could have seen jh wearing her diploma gown.
wishing that you can see how bonded the whole family is still.
wishing you were able to go genting with us again

a million things to tell you. countless words unsaid.

but you're always watching over us, arent you ahgong? (:

never knew i could hurt like this
everyday life goes on but
i wish i could talk to you awhile
miss you but i try not to cry
as time goes by

and its true that you've reached a better place
still i'll give the world to see your face
and i'm here right next to you
but it's like you're gone too soon
now the hardest thing to do is to say, byebye.

and you never got the chance to see how good i've done,
and you never got to see me back at number one
i wish that you were here to celebrate together
i wish that we could spend the holidays together

i remember when you used to tuck me in at night
with the teddy bear you gave me that i held so tight
i thought you were so strong
you'd made it through whatever
its so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.

your eldest granddaughter still misses you.

Good Intentions - Dappy

I've seen a lot of things in life that words can't explain
See we ain't any different but we just ain't the same
They never listen when we tell 'em, tell 'em
All they understand is venom, venom
People only use you when you let 'em, let 'em
Well if that's the case then I'm the one to blame

Cause there's a man overboard
And the tides gonna drag him down
If there's a man in the clouds
Tell me where the hell is he now

Why is the silence so loud?
Have I thrown it all away?
Lemme know, Lemme know
Tell me is that what happens just for having a good intention
Look what happened to my good intentions

Why won't anybody answer my question
Why is the silence so loud?
I think I've thrown it all away
I don't know, I don't know
But lemme know
Hear me out before you label me the bad one

I'm walking through the desert but I'm drowning inside
No river runs deeper than the tear from my eye
You only make 'em get even bitter
I wish I wasn't such a giver
I apologise to my liver
Cause if that's the case then you're the one to blame

Cause there's a man over board
And the tides gonna drag him down
If there's a man in the clouds
Then tell me where the hell is he now

Why is the silence so loud?
Have I thrown it all away?
Lemme know, Lemme know
Tell me is that what happens just for having a good intention
Look what happened to my good intentions

Why won't anybody answer my question
Why is the silence so loud
I think I've thrown it all away
I don't know, I don't know
But lemme know
Hear me out before you label me the bad one

Am I wrong to think the worlds got it in for me
And am I right to say I'm longing for some sympathy
See I feel a sound, but I can't hear it
That's my heart strings getting played like a symphony

You know you turned me insane
Why you staring at window when I'm the one with the pain
You know you set me off the rails
And you'll be to blame
if you ever hear i jumped in front of the train
we're both fucked in the brain

Cause there's a man over board
And the tides gonna drag him down
If there's a man in the clouds
Well tell me where the hell is he now

Why is the silence so loud?
Have I thrown it all the way?
Lemme know, Lemme know
Tell me is that what happens just for having a good intention
Look what happened to my good intentions

Why won't anybody answer my question
Why is the silence so loud
I think I've thrown it all away
I don't know, I don't know
But lemme know
Hear me out before you label me the bad one

我们两人之间不需要这样

人不可貌相

never judge a book by its fucking cover,
no matter how well you think you know the story.

i think there's a limit to my tolerance and you just fucking crossed the line.

bye january, hello february!

first month of 2013 is done,
what have you achieved in these 31 days?

so far, its been a generally lousy month for me. ):

work is not getting any smoother (what's new?) and is probably gonna get worse.
gotta face an increased workload for another 6 months, due to tampines polyclinic closure.
facing problems getting along with tamp's staff.
omg its almost like a re-run of last year july -.-
and workflow is just getting more complicated with so many stuff added.

got really disappointing results for my previous module.
cant believe i got such marks despite feeling confident for it.
really affected my mood, so demoralised. ):
shaun says its best if i keep fearing for my results,
cause i will get distinction when i worry. LOL idiot.

guess i gotta give my all for this current module to make up for it bahs.
cause what's done is done, no point regretting.
however its not gonna be easy.
other than adjusting back to my busy schedule after a 2 months break,
year three modules really require alot of dedication.
hope i can cope with it, on top of everything else. :x

some personal issues that have yet to be resolved.
its so annoying, cause i want to do smth abt it but i cant.
dont even know whats the best way to approach it, let alone solve.
feeling like a fucking human sandwich, with mind conflicting over emotions.
进退维谷 sia. zzz.
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february. please be a little kinder and let me grow lesser wrinkles/white hair can?

so far everything still looks abit more positive cause there's CNY.
and CNY 2013 means a three day short break. no school no work nada. :D

first saturday of feb also placed me in a happy mood already.
work was still meh, but i got to meet bimb for a short lunch :D
and what's meeting the bff without gossip ?! hahahahah.
eh now i realised, we never take any camwhore shots damn it. roar.

had awesome dinner with ahpok too !
i forced him to think of places to eat cause he's more picky and i'm sick of deciding :x
so taa-daaa, he found this cafe in kampong glam.

Vintage Delicafe

66 Bussorah Street 199479
Nearest mrt: Bugis. Short walk from Sultan Mosque.
Phone : (65) 6297 9591
Email: vintage@vintagedelicafe.com.sg

the place was quite cosy and gave you this home feel. which i like.

best of all it serves quite a variety of western food !
did i mention it was halal? :D
*refer to old post regarding headache over finding unique halal places with good food.

kind of crowded but it was expected during a sat night.
despite the fact that they were busy,
the service staff still took time to ask if we were enjoying our meal.
really is thumbs up for the place, dont mind going back a second time. :B

the serious face and that smile :D

strawberry sparkling water for pok, apple sparkling water for me!

omg i actually forgot it was carbonated, then i challenged pok to a speed drinking competition.

first big swallow and i regretted. kept burping silently after that LOLOL.

Vintage homemade cream of mushroom soup. comes with garlic bread.

love love love.

got om nom mushroom slices inside, and the garlic bread can fight with pizza hut's.

you know its serious when i draw such comparisions.

mine! grilled dory (hahahah) marinated with paprika and herbs.

choice of cream of mushroom herb sauce or tomato. 

the first choice is actually the same mushroom soup, hahah.

should have chosen tomato cause the mushroom sauce didnt complement the marinate.

kinda covered the taste cause its creamy.

why no lemon butter sauce hor?! :x

taupok's grilled salmon with cream of mushroom herb sauce.

the salmon is freaking bloody goooood. 

i'm not even a fan of salmon, with its kind of fishy taste.

this one has no fishy taste at all. damn fresh. 

jh will definitely love this. *cues excited arms and face*

pricing is definitely worth it, based on the quality of the ingredients and its portion.
feeling very satisfied and sated. :B
with the ambience and great service, we're definitely going back heheh.
i know i want to try their pasta next time. :D

thank you pok, for tolerating my shitty attitude and rants for the whole month. 

purging

decided that i have no use for such toxins in my life.
2013 is indeed separation year.

thanks and bye.