stranger (?)

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like resignation to the end, always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

lyrics to this song that i used to dislike. 

didnt like the tune at first, but radio 91.3 kept spamming it and i started listening to the lyrics.

instant like hahaha. guess i'm suay kuan like that.

songs without meaning is just.. noise. 

which is actually majority of the songs now. :/

and..
i sometimes wonder, about the transition of stages in friendship.
its a cycle really, from stranger to friends and if you're not careful, back to stranger in the end.

some connection weakens and deadens and disintegrates. why?
is it because people stop trying?
or its because someone tried too hard?

but i guess what makes it worse, is that memories dont ever fade.


some friends i lost contact with, due to distance.
others i chose not to contact them, cause i felt that they've changed.
but in truth, i cannot deny the mark that they have left in my life.
and who knows? they might have thought that i'm the one who has changed instead.

human interaction is complicated indeed. :x