satisfaction

feeling ridiculously happy and satisfied cause i just completed 95% of my bloody report!
same kind of euphoria i get from eating yummy food. :B

took me alot of procrastinating and bitching and falling asleep on my keyboard.
but its finally almost done. teehee.

its been kinda hard to get back on track after a term break,
esp when CNY mood is everywhere.
i dont feel it strongly but people around me do, so its not easy to focus :/

then again,
really, who am i kidding?

should have had more self-discipline. :x

my choices results in the life i have and will have.

sometimes as im browsing through instagram,
i envy those bloggers/blogshop owners.
they shop, fly, eat and enjoy.
luxuries that i cannot have.

but on deeper thought, they have put in hard work and efforts too.
just on a different level and method.

one day i will 飞去日本 jiak sushi too :D
for now, i'll make do with sakae .