another year

yet another year has passed.

the memories are still vivid.
the emotions are still fresh.
and the scars still tingle.

we've moved on with life,
but you're always on our minds.

wishing you were here to see how cute baby fishball is.
wishing you could have seen jh wearing her diploma gown.
wishing that you can see how bonded the whole family is still.
wishing you were able to go genting with us again

a million things to tell you. countless words unsaid.

but you're always watching over us, arent you ahgong? (:

never knew i could hurt like this
everyday life goes on but
i wish i could talk to you awhile
miss you but i try not to cry
as time goes by

and its true that you've reached a better place
still i'll give the world to see your face
and i'm here right next to you
but it's like you're gone too soon
now the hardest thing to do is to say, byebye.

and you never got the chance to see how good i've done,
and you never got to see me back at number one
i wish that you were here to celebrate together
i wish that we could spend the holidays together

i remember when you used to tuck me in at night
with the teddy bear you gave me that i held so tight
i thought you were so strong
you'd made it through whatever
its so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.

your eldest granddaughter still misses you.