i have been going back to school everyday again.
my life is currently all about my love burden ____, OLTC.

its commencing in arnd SEVEN DAYS.
and i dont know if i shld feel nervous or excited abt it.

when everything seems to be going smoothly,
then someone asks me a question and messes my confidence entirely.
i think i'm too inexperienced to handle this. :(

cuz i have nvr planned smth like this before, let alone be such an impt role.

but still. since i've made it so far.
i might as well run the final lap the best i can,
and just hope tt everything will hold together like it should.

JINGTING YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT.
survive OLTC you ass.
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oh yeahs. these few days, i've been going without lunch.
just breakfast if i'm nt late, and dinner at night.

its nt tt i'm trying to lose weight.
i bloody hell lost 5kg alr, and i dont aim to lose more.

its just that, i dont really have the mood to eat when i'm in school.
and that i'm trying to save cash for idk what.

i just feel as if i lack cash larhs ! ;x

thanks mini zkm, for buying me a meal tho i refused. ._.
thanks shirlee, for offering me your mcwings, hahas !

and thanks the rest who are worried.
but i'm freaking okay okay. :D