determination

my life is mainly work, then work/study.

its mostly really very tiring.

my patience is tested almost everyday.

i complain about all these shit, quite a lot actually.

as much as i bitch about the shitty aspects, 

i have already come to terms that this is the life i have.

or at least, for now.

i have to study because a diploma is not enough. 

i want to be more, learn more. 

i know that i didnt do well in poly to go to a local uni, that was my mistake.

so now i'm making up for it.

i chose to pay my own school fees because i wanted to ease this load off my parents' shoulders.

i chose to take on my full time job cause i want the experience.

choy la, if i ever have to stay as med tech all my life, at least i will have an advantage already.

i love the team i am working with right now.

i'm steady enough to tackle the challenges which may come.

i feel accomplished when i'm able to solve shit which occur.

i chose to work part time cause my aunt needs my help.

to make life better for myself, financially.

i made my choice to choose these options,

but at the same time,

it doesnt mean nothing will change because everything always changes.

life isnt always about getting what you want; its not an all or nothing event.

you use your goals as an aim, not an ultimatum. 

its about living with what you have and making the best out of it.

its about grabbing opportunities when they arise.

i choose to vent, rant, bitch and complain.

but i will never choose quitting.

cause this girl's a fighter.

and i will persevere ! :D

永远记得，先苦后甜