random: jinghui is ranting hell out at those people. HAHAH.
those tarded people who take maple as part of their OWN life, and still accuse us of being virtual.

changed my blogskin today (:
suddenly felt like it, and i happened to see this skin which i really liked. so taa-daa.
credits to kookies for the design and layout, i only made edits.

went back t school for OCP, but it was a freaking waste of time .___.
ms hor didnt even view my group's work, hence no feedback.
tsk. so irritating la ! rush all the work for nothing. ROAR.

ohwells. nvm, at least had fun after tt.

watched the proposal with bimb, von, jacq and coconut.
the show is super funny laa. see how jacq and coco laughed :x
i like finally really understand how come her friends dont like t watch comedy w her.
and bimb kept covering her eyes at some parts. cuz got nudity. HAHA

but poor von. she watched before alr. hahas.
nvm we appreciate her self-sacrifice. :D

whole evening was deesiao-ing bimb. HAHA.
damn entertainment i tell you ! esp when coconut tries to imitate her.
bimbo copying bimbo. ;p
make me and jacq laugh like no one's business. and von keeps saying she v paiseh. HAHA
introvert wad. cfm paiseh la. LOL.

coconut made ME embarassed instead.
walao she see dorothy perkins and topshop and immediately went mad.
she wanted t go back after buying her stuff at urbanwrite. but then all close alr. LOL.

so damn upset until she keep shaking my bag :O

then then on th way home, there were these guys at th back of th bus.
walao damn noob sia. make me and coco wanna laugh oso.
what is farm in chinese? "动物园"
what is assassin in chinese? "杀客"
ROFLMAO CHINESE FAIL LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS.
esp the first one. 动物园 IS ZOO LA DEY.

they still talk until whole bus can hear, nt paiseh somemore. LOL. :x

random note: ahsai's name is now iMENAprink. HAHAHA.

random video: mini zkm showed me this video.
iMENAprink and iWANNAtopshop&dorothyperkins pls watch.
you'll love the EPIC expressions tt the girls have.



so long, goodnight (:
its 2:57am in the morning

exams are finally over and done with ! ((:

FPATH's the only one i'm really worried for. but heckk.

went bugis to k with amy, gina, sok and bimbo lim.

ivy and cheryl ended up not going. went amk t do their hair instead. (:

super fun laa. first time we deviated so much from our normal playlist.

a whole bunch of oldies, and english songs. FLYING WITHOUT WINGS.

bimb and i were singing; sok amy and gina were drama actors. EPIC! :D

and the disco lights, made us feel as if it was some mini club. LOL.

oh, and for the first time ever i heard amy sing a relatively modern CHINESE song.

HAHA. not stuff like her classic 我在这儿等着你回来. :x

met up with mini zkm later on for shopping (:

amy had t go off, and the 3 of them tagged along for dinner at pastamania.

i couldnt finish my al fungi, though i hadnt eaten anyth since tt piece of cake =/

*pushes to mini zkm (:

walk walk walk, slack. then they decided t walk t clarke quay.

both of us stayed to start shopping at bugis :D

mini zkm bought a gray shirt at cotton on, which suited him quite well.

whee. 1st time, and successful (:

photos (:

random note. its raining heavily like no one's business now. 2.40am in the morning (:

i like the sound of the rain, and the breeze.
and of course. my comfortable bed which will be even more so cuz of the rain.

so, tata, and good night.
pitter-patter (:

okay and since i'm in a random mood i shall post my current lappy wallpaper up as well.
did this today afternoon after finishing revision :D

commemorating our 21 months (:

since there is this cute sai begging me t update i shall update.
just cuz she's been a gd girl and did her homework (:

" aww, my cute sai ~! "

havent been doing much, except studying.
and chatting on msn, talking on th phone. heh :x
AND LAUGHING AT COCONUT AND AHSAI.

walao. ytd night and today was EPIC.

see, i went orchard with mini zkm on friday.
supposedly t buy clothes, but we ended up talking and talking non-stop.
went t ion expecting much but getting nothing too. :x

THEN somehow,
going t ion with mini zkm slipped out when i was talking t coconut at 12am ytd.
she went on a crazy tirade.

WHAT THE HELL WHY DID YOU GO TO ION WITHOUT ME *pouts*
I THOUGHT YOU GO ORCHARD WALK WALK GO WISMA TAKA ONLY.
WALAO NVR WAIT FOR MEEEEEEEE.
GO DATING OSO MUST BRING ME THEN LEAVE ME ALONE T SHOP MAAAA!

YOU TWO WATCH OUT, I'M SO GONNA PIERCE YOUR SON'S BALLS UNTIL FIK CRIES AND BEGS ME AND SAYS 'NO PLEASE STOP PIERCING HIM AND TURNING HIM INTO A HUMAN PINCUSHION'

hmm. ya, basically i think tts wad she was screaming abt :3
and i called ahsai so tt she wouldnt miss the joke.

see i so good. got good things will share.

today. coconut brought home her face drawings from school.
one was a reference frm her tcher, another one is her work.

she drew president obama, with a chin so sharp it could kill :D

and my mum just called me t tell me t watch this show on chnl8 abt 7th month hauntings.
then she changed her mind.
" eh better not let jinghui see, later she at night dont dare pee."

HAHAHAHA.
COCONUT, THIS POST IS DEDICATED T YOU AT AHSAI'S REQUEST (:

ahsai came over on saturday!
supposed t suprise cocobean, HAHA.

she came over with like FOUR bottles of mineshine milktea!
1 bottle each for the three of us (:
the other one cocobean wanna save for tml :x

i think it was probably the cause of our crazy peektures.

crazy hats :x

my two sai rappers :D

mineshine milkteazxzxzxzx!

hell nicer than POKKA.

HAHA. coconut is clearly obsessed with tt AUSSINO bag.
ultimate favourite out of all photos.

HEARTS my saisters; ahsai and cocobean :D

used my lappy's webcam like mad. HAHAHA.
total photo count? 274 and 1 VIDEO. milktea advert LOL.

v v v tempted to post it here and let people laugh at them. HAHA

needless to say, i didnt get much work done.
and i neglected mini zkm too. sorry ):

OKAY I SHALL GO SLEEP CUZ TML GOT CSAS _l_
speaking of which, its still a fiasco.
deadlines not met at all and i cant complete my work cuz of tt. zzz.

i live in a house.
i sleep in tt house.
i dont go home. no. its only a house.

this time i really updating okay :x

monday
went t bistro t eat.
its been quite long since we went there, cuz its normally packed.


ordered carbonara penne, was not bad. (:
jiajie left big big portions untouched, horh waste food !

and bimbo lim finished her chicken chop + mashed potato, OMG MIRACLE SIA.


syad ordered this pineapple salad as the side dish, and it was .. umm. ultimate taste test.
sia la, the chilli + pineapple sweetness is so _______.
wara helped him finish it along with hers.
like, wao. i cant even stand 1 bite. @_@

htech practical was quite okay bahs. confident of it (:
drawing all those !@#$%^ slides was worth it.

tuesday
okay its not from THIS tuesday.
last week or smth. all of us turned up wearing pink !

without any agreement de siaa. :D

amy's syringe pencil.
its damn adorable laa.

bimbo lim camwhoring with the syringe.HAHA

thursday
went for dinner at ecp with family, cycled arnd.
its been v long since i've cycled, just realised. like whoo.
ent from lagoon all the way t the jetty.

lot of people were fishing there, and the wind was so refreshing (:


friday
LAST AIMM TUTORIAL AND LECTURE !
felt random and took this photo with bimb.
walao my front cam quality getting more lousy alr

went to suntec later on with mini zkm and coconut.
settle my issues with asiasoft and their goddamnit fucking error.
shall not elaborate. make me pissed only.

ate late lunch at thaiexpress (:
beloved coconut :D

this is the same white tomyam fish soup i had with wara, syad, elora and bimb tt time.
only tt this time i asked for stick noodles, and its slightly more sour.

me like sourness, but not the noodles. glass noodles would be better :DD

OKAY I'M LIKE DONE.
so now, back t work ):

if you're so fucking goddamned capable,
why dont you try placing yourself in her situation and see how YOU'll fare.

tarded drunkard who only knows how t spread unwanted essence arnd.
just cuz you typed alot, doesnt mean you have the BIGGEST contribution.
the other 2 had quality, not quantity.

true, maybe i'm in no position to talk since i hardly did anything yet.
however, i dont try to claim credit for the peanuts.
neither do i hide behind someone's back and talk cock.

how ironic sia. the person sleeping in class is accusing the sick member of not turning up.
like wtf, always nvr turn up? like our grp got meet up liddat.
get your brain fixed sia, teebye asshole. _l_

sianzxzxzxz, this weekend is so fcuked up.
spent time on OCP and studying for FPATH. walao.

seriously no life seh, and its 2 weeks to exam somemore.
i kinda regret taking the chalet before finding out exam dates _l_

i've been so busy tt i forget how is it like to breathe freely
without worrying for this deadline and that meeting.
i wish tt i could do more for you, but how? i really dont know.

i'm sorry if i've disappointed you :x

today on. i've never had a second sister as far as i'm concerned.

a stranger UNRELATED to me is sleeping in my house and she's just a fucking waste of space.
waste of my parents' hard-earned money.
waste of jinghui's care and concern.

not to mention, a total waste of my time.

fuck you, and fuck out of my life. pubor mother fucking asshole.

UPDATED.
see , bimbo lim. i posted something okay. :D

family day at ECP early in the morning.

apparently my dad had this crazy idea of watching the sunrise.
so we got up at like 6am in the morning and he drove us to ECP.
seriously cute right my dad.

but ! due to dark clouds which completely blocked the sun, we couldnt see anything :x
*whispers* doesnt the sun come up earlier than 6am, anyway?

so we took a walk along the dirty beach, with jx picking up shells

and pointing about abandoned coconuts to the cocobean herself :D

walked all the way to mac, then had breakfast there.

basically rotted for 1 hour, and i took secret snaps of my parents ;p

TRIED inline skating, but it was quite pathetic!

cuz its been 12345678 years since i've tried inline skating. since pri4? LOL.

and its really different from ice skating, the way you move and balance.

i fell a few times while trying, but didnt do major damage (:

blogger's having problems again, no photos ):

monday was photo day for me :x
dont know why, felt super random and ran arnd taking shots.

mango milk and strawberry milk !
look at the pretty contrast of white and bright colour. :3

the taste didnt seem as nice though.
bimbo lim thought the mango milk tasted weird :x
just a sip of the strawberry milk and it was too artifical for me.

HTECH lab was unsupervised cuz dr khin was in the other lab.
leaving a bunch of monkeys running arnd wild :x

exhibit A ; syad throwing his hands up in joy !

and wheeling with the comp chair :x

exhibit B: wayne and szejie dating over the sink :x

elora.. just being elora-ish. (:

some unindentified mystery bimbo.

sir qhairil mundzir.

syad meditating :D

bimbo lim.

me and bimbo lim . (:

you know orh. tt bimbo lim v tt one de lehs.

try to sabo me t lose for the activity during OCP meeting.

apparently she wanted me to do forfeit, end up me and cliff won the thing.

see la bimbo lim, being evil is not right ! :D

sometimes, its much better to take the path of least resistance.
just let others think what they want and have it their own way.
voicing out opinions is futile, they wont listen.

so this is what i am going to do from now on.

dont try and change my mind.

went out with my 3 aunts today ! keke.
its been so long since i've gone out with them laa.

still rmb when i was super young and we kept tagging along with them to shop .
now tt two of them have their own kids alr, and another is super busy with work,
so we hardly have the time :x

but today, was a blast !
treated them to jap meal at taka b1.
whoo curry omelette rice for me (:

super funny, the waiter actually asked if we were 5 sisters !
he said we all look v alike :3
my aunts were thrilled.

either they can maintain their youthfulness, or that me and jinghui look old. ><

went arnd taka, wisma atria, and far east.
hmm, the haul wasnt as gd as expected.
prices were up and it was such a crowd !
walao, jh's bag she bought for 45bucks, far east selling 80BUCKS plus.

the shop attendants were mostly bloody rude. =/

bought 2 nail polishes frm face shop,
a vest, 2 shirts from far east.
wanted t buy a pair of shoes but couldnt find 1 tt i liked. :x

sooo. went homey after a kfc meal at 8.30pm.
whoo 6hrs of shopping :D

and then there is school tml. .____.

our multicoloured drinks ! :D

curry chicken cutlet omelette rice.

the curry is simply smexyaye; sweet as well as spicy.

fried tofu, ebi tempura, fried curry cuttlefish.

and the soft shell crab serving , which is so pathetic compared to sakae.

1 SMALL CRAB CUT INTO 2 ON A MOUND OF RADISH SLICES.

third aunt and first aunt <3

2nd aunt and cocobean. <3

photos suck due to the lighting ):

i laughed like no mother today at lunch.
damm, its the last time i eat tgt with bimbo lim AND levon jiajie they all.

walao. 黑白配 and duck wing.
" huh duck got wing one mehs? "

how come i took so long t realise tt my friend is such a bimbo ? :x

played with wax and fished during HTech lab.
for the first time ever, i actually forgot to bring my labcoat.
koped one from the cupboard and no one realised.

and thank god it was clean.
or at least it looked clean =/

went for first OCP meeting today after school (:
shirlee was pre-warned about the flying elephants of cambodia.
read arh, bimbo lim ! the whole grp of us told you abt it alr. xD

anyway, jacq's the overall in-charge for OCP.
seeing her brief us, is like going thru amazing race over again. heh.

looking forward to this trip, especially when bimbo lim is in my group. LOL.
hoping it wun be cancelled due t h1n1 :x

stepping into IT5-6-12 makes me miss those times.
sentimental.

<3 mini zkm
see, dont say i nvr mention you LOL

i'm obviously not ready for first day of school.
9am - 6pm , wtf.

i realised its about time i posted a new entry.
and its gotta be NOT emoshit cuz certain people are suspecting me of setting an aura alr :x

THIS HOLIDAY I HAVE

- celebrated ivy soh's 18th birthday with cheryl, sok,ben lai and aaron old bird (:
went t bugis to k from 2pm to 6pm liddat, at a v cheap price.
then brought sok t my parents' store, shared mee rubus . bloated :x

bimbo lim didnt go cuz she had dpa meeting ><

- went out with liying cocobean , then mini zkm and nazzymulleh
wanted t watch night at the museum 2 , but ly couldnt make it :x
we took neoprints instead :D

- went bowling !
my dad kept going t the lokang, and i set up the barrier for him ;p
he ended up winning me with double strikes though ._.

- went k AGAIN at bugis with my sisters, ahSAI and my aunt
i learnt abt how ahsai's phone got confiscated , and laughed like no sai's business :D

*she was caught smsing cuz she forgot her bag was transparent

- went for hei sushi with mini zkm for 19months celebration
we were both super stuffed, and i had my fill of chawanmushi <3
and of course, finally had time t spend with him

long bus rides and idiotic lil kids :x

AND I AM GOING K TML AGAIN WITH BIMBO LIM :DDD
training for my vocals. xD

why is it that i never get my own time to do the things i want to do?

on hiatus until term test week is over (:

let me be straightforward here.

we were originally friends. not v close but nt total strangers either.
i thot you were smth like my older brother.

at first i didnt mind talking to you.
but after awhile things became weird.
i found out tt you were actually lying to me.
you even faked someone's death to make it seem real.

and that lie was quite unnecessary.

i began avoiding you.
not just because of the lie. and definitely not because of HIM.
its because you were lying just to keep me as a friend.
and i dont appreciate that.
and, it freaked me out.

then comes the big drama.
why did you even have to fake a tag on HIS blog?
did you have to try and fake yet another lie that would be exposed?

i trust HIM inexplicably.
tagging as an unknown person from his school, accusing him of two-timing me.
thats not gonna break us up.
cuz there is no evidence to prove your claim.

and even better, you tripped.
faking his identity and calling crist by the wrong name is so obvious, again.

if what you were trying to do was to get attention from me, FORGET IT.
if what you were trying to do was to make him look bad, FORGET IT.
if what you were trying to do was to break us up, FORGET IT EVEN MORE.

you have lost every single credibility in my eyes.

csas3. boring as usual.
slacked for 4 hours while waiting for MGen lecture. which turned out t be a waste of time.

but i still had fun deesiao-ing bimbo lim. keke.
she kept seeing her X today can !
everytime see alr face oso must red.
bimbo arh, when are you gonna stop overloading the blusher. :x

had dory fish w citrus sauce at mensa tday.
whoo i miss the fish. LOL. and its been long since i've pampered myself in school.
went t bistro walk to peii bimbo lim for her dessert craving.

' um, i want choc ... huh no chocolate ice cream arh? '

she ordered the belgian waffles, which amazingly shrank in size by half over the sem break.
as soksok put it, ' shuo shui ' :x

cookies&cream icecream on top (:
bimbo lim. happy with her fork :x

she said she wanted t share with me, and i said yes cuz i know she paiseh t eat alone ._.
but i was feeling quite full, so i ate like only one row of lil squares.

later on she told me tt thankgod i helped her t eat if nt she couldnt finish .
but actually. SHE CAN. LOL.

bimbo uh?

and while waiting for FPath test t start, we went back t camwhoring !
been damn long since we've done tt.

my front camera quality has sucked ever since i dropped my ph too much.
so i bloody hell edited all the photos just for fun. (:

rmb when we used t sit by the corridor t spend time away? x]

and i got into the sheer mood of editing.
so i decided to dedicate it t coconut and ahxiao too :D

these were taken like last year november 17th laa .
my uncle's wedding dinner .

of course, i didnt forget mini zkm.
but for my privacy's sake i put it up only on fb. (:

t ahxiao;
you toot, i hope you bloody hell read this.
your results is like dropping faster than a chicken out of the window.
dont wait till the point of no regret then you start studying laa.
YOU'RE AN ENGLISH TCHER, CANNOT FAIL ANYTHING OKAY :3

know how t control ur time , if nt i send coconut t roll all over you.
squeeze your bean juice dry, LOL.

she is really quite a bitch.
i totally didnt expect her to be like that, cuz she helped me and all.

but this seriously just shows,
that appearances were meant t be decieving.

officially ONE&HALF yrs with mini zkm (:
its been a long and trying time,
but i still love you deeply, all the same. <3

went t plaza sing for a movie; angels&demons
hmm, the show was nice , but the story was quite different frm the book.
and i thot it was quite speeded up they way they introduced the situation.

andand they shldnt hve removed the relationship btwn vittoria and her adopted father.
just plain colleagues doesnt give her a purpose t run all arnd so enthusiastically. LOL

anyway. we didnt go for dinner though. :x
cuz i had t go t work. sadded.

but hmm ya. we still enjoyed each other's accompany, even if it was for awhile only. <3
and he is damn cute, to plan t go back t the place where we had our first date. x]

oh and i saw ivysoh !
super funnyaye~ i called her name, and she went woaah!
macham chua sai. HAHAHAHA.

t fariza;
thanks for taking the effort t clarify with me .
maybe i am indeed mistaken about the situation.
hope no one would mind too much what i've said. but just writing down how i felt ya.

i'm sure that you have definitely made your choice correctly.
dinee is a great leader, i've seen her work and worked with her during week0.
so if given the choice i wouldnt have even wanted t go against her.
but sadly i wasnt.

AY 09/10 main comms have alr been selected.
so now, dont worry abt whatever people are saying.
prove it to them that you guys can do it and do it great.

take care, and thanks for clarifying again. (:

so many things happened today !
of course, good and bad.

shall show the good stuff and you just..
highlight the bad if you're really dying t know (:

was late for school today, reached t LT 20mins after lecture started.
but i didnt miss anything worth listening cuz she was reading off the slides :x
then went for tutorial; open book quiz and i forgot t bring the book.

and shirlee still didnt get t see her e_e_wiwi. aka X for short.

oh and at this point i realised tt there are some girls in class, besides sok and bimb.
who love me and support me.

shall nt put their names down in case they shy :3
but know tt i love you guys okay !

okay, then slacked with shirlee after htech.
as usual, walked t cheers for her bottled milk tea. hahhas.

met xx boss, then got distracted and ran off again with shirlee and vonvon t change ez link
damn funny, tt shirlee dio her PRIMARY SCHOOL PHOTO.
vonvon see alr jitao laugh and bang wall .

like whatthefuckingbbqfishsauce. primary school photo.

met grace chan cuz she wanted t talk t me and vonvon.
apparently she knows tt we intended t run
and therefore she asked us t come for main comm meeting later on
why? so tt we can make a speech for the 14 new main comms t vote who deserves t 15th.

candidates are me vonvon and dineesha.

when i heard tt, my heart dropped.
i mean. i had no intention of running alr whatsoever.
and somemore look at the person i am competing for.

whatever i say doesnt make a difference no matter how gd it is.
and morever, i am clear what reception i will recieve.

i wanted so much to just leave school. to run away.
but then i thot, since i am given a chance t say smth to the new main comms,
be it i get mocked and insulted. be it tt they accuse me of being power hungry.
but at least i say my piece and leave it at that.

so, i stayed.

and in case you wanted to know.
my key phrases are ; improve oltc. work as a team. JUDGE ISSUES, NT PEOPLE

short and sweet, just the way i wanted it.

and also. the courage of one made me feel tt there is at least hope. (:

went for lunch with xx boss and rach buspartner :D
shunbian claim my lunch treat tt boss owes.
PASTAMANIA.

practically stuffed myself with tt freaking creamy chicken pasta + lots of tabasco.
freaking creamy it was. but it left me full even till now; 2pm - 2.45am :x

then after meeting, was dinner !
omg damn fun. first time sitting on the floor and talking/eating in a circle OUTSIDE of school.
on a damp and wet floor cuz it rained oso. hahas.

AND YA. rain is caused by boss wearing his sunglasses out (:
he has like alot of theories; another one is his slipper breaking theory. hahahahas.

played bumper cars after dinner.
so damn nostalgic ! and a form of stress relief siaa. keke.
i was in the same car as dennis.
he's a monster driver sia, omg. hahahas.

and orh, say wanna all knock eugene la horh !
end up all knock each other and he come bang all of us like mad. LOL.

at least, the last day of AY0809 still ended on a fun note.
now, t move on to t new chapter.

but lessons learnt will nvr fade away (:

thanks grace, for recognizing me. cheer up girl.
there are sometimes when everyone misunderstands you,
but the few who understand,
are the ones who'll truly be with you thru thick and thin.

thanks eugene also, for being a gd leader thru ay08/09
you helped me alot in oltc and week0,
plus advised me alot regarding matters .
dont stress too much anymore, concentrate on enlistment la (:

thanks boss. for guiding me thru stuff.
you taught me alot besides oltc.
thickened my skin, told me stuff abt luchini tt i didnt know was more than a joke. :x
but ya, still valuable lessons (:

thanks rach buspartner, for accompanying me home !
and helping me , encouraging me.
we're each others listening ear horh.
bus69 to bus38. hahahas.

and jiayous dennis. in hope tt you'll achieve what you want for asc ay 09/10.

lastly.
happy 18th month taupok!
thanks for supporting me thru these tough times no matter what. <3

in life.
when you normally think you have it all,
you turn around to find that its just dust and shadows.

poof and it disappears.

OKAY I AM DAMN BORED.
maple is STILL undergoing patch since 8am. roar.

so i got bored and watched videos.

this is extremely cute.
whohoohoo, kbye. :D



and below are the orientation videos i got from eric and aaronOLDBIRD :D



OLTC



ORIENTATION



DAKOTA EXCULSIVE

memories are always with me (:

HAPPY M18TH BIRTHDAY MEL ZAI. (:

went out with coconut just now for lunch :D
bugis swensens, hahahas.

i had fish&chips, coconut had breaded chicken meuniere.
plus the dessert , was this scoop of ice-cream with pastry, cold fudge and almonds on it. x]
we took advantage of the executive lunch promo :x

anyway, the service there was quite sucky.
both of us were left waiting at the door though the MANAGER saw us.

and it wasnt even rush hour by the looks of people inside.

the table next t us also, jitao nt happy with the service.
first they didnt get their SOD. then the glasses were stained.
then when the lady asked for her tea to be served, they forgot to serve the ice-cream as well.

if it had been at swensens T2, tt wouldnt have happened. no kidding.

anyway, they downsized their water cups !
using the kid meal drink cups instead.
and they dont go arnd refilling iced water anymore.
they just throw a tumbler at your table and expect you to refill it yourself.

seriously, then why do i still pay for service fee?
refilling water is a basic courtesy tt every restaurant should give wad.
izzit really difficult to get staff to do such stuff?
unless like, okay, maybe during lunch hour / extremely crowded then use nvm laa.

but not all the time and still expect us to pay service fee. F3

ohwells. this saturday is officially ONEandAHALF years with mini zkm (:
going t watch angels&demons. i cnt wait ! :D

pictures :Drandom. ingredients we used for the cornflakes thingy !
mother's day prez for aunts and mum (:
i like mango shaved ice. :D

ytd, i made THE important decision.

many people have been encouraging me t go.
many people have been telling me nt t put my studies at stake.

i gave it serious thought.
i even picked up the green form from SAA.

but in the end. i decided nt to.

part of me says tt i should take this opportunity.
i want to help out for orientation once more
i want to show people tt i can make OLTC better, since i've got the experience now.
i want to do something worthwhile.

but then again,
my studies will definitely suffer.
i cannot afford a drop in GPA anymore.
if not i can nvr go t uni like i want t.
and i am afraid i cannot cope with the stress.

and again, what about the inexistence of teamwork ?

anyway. i'm sorry if i disappointed anyone with the decision.
if there is anyone even feeling tt way.

monday
basically slacked in the lab, cuz it was damn boring.
saw luchini and jasonBENLAI in the adjacent com lab.
chua sai. me and vonvon laugh like shiet.

and 7 people in a group leaves 4 people gossiping and failing the post-lab later on.

went for dinner with grace clarissa eugene nadiah sok yuehli eunice jacq and vonvon.
swensens left me quite low on cash for the next few days :x
but worth it, cuz i got a good haul of gossip from there :D

and i got to give grace a good face mask of cream (:

tuesday
understanding theatre was fun, as usual.
and my partner was sibei deesiao okay.

first bird flu of the cervix. then cow cancer, LOL .

wednesday
50minutes of lab. 15minutes of actual practical ._.
and then i was free to go home .

only i didnt go; i became shirlee's highlight of the day.
peii her to try arrange yanling's surprise for her birthday.

wait for siewyin to get the cake, then run over t business to catch yanling.
we nearly had t get a knife from ITAS and smuggle over t business okay ! LOL.

today :D
yet another lab session, but 2hrs this time.
damn boring, and i arrived late cuz of stupiak 38. _l_

and shirleeBIMB vandalised my correction tape ! wthiao ):

went for a haircut today, now i have slanted bangs. ._.
but it isnt really v obvious. cuz she didnt cut tt short.

met jh to buy mum's present, and ly for coffeeeee ! hahahas.
i had fun chatting and laughing with them.
plus ly's intro of cheesecake + whipped cream with choco powder is simply delish !

whipped cream tastes nice with literally anything okay.
my toasted cream + cream cheese bagel agrees too. :D

met 2 weirdos today. seriously freak sia.

one was at starbucks;
he suddenly slammed his newspaper on the table and scolded us for being too loud.
then he was like muttering under his breath and looking at me and ly.
then still say wad thing economy and swine flu, LOL. total nonsense.

the other one was at the citylink there;
me and coconut were going down t escalator and he was smiling this teeko smile at us.
i saw and i ignored, cuz i know cfm siao lang.
coconut kept looking and was damn scared =/
he started following us and smiling throughout even after we got off.

coconut panicked and grabbed me towards the nearest toilet.

at that time i was quite pissed with her ,
cuz she didnt even think abt the fact tt toilets might have been empty
and tt he would still follow us in.
if she were alone, what would have happened..?

this is why my parents feel safer with me arnd her. ;x

went back to school ystrday for cert collection and debrief.
shall not mention anything much. ;x

on the way home, i saw smth and heard smth tt was damn.. fucked up.

i saw a whole contigent of police cars, ambulances, fire engines lined up near a block of flats.
a whole mass of people were standing at the side of the road too.
initially i thot it was some murder or homicide or what. sadistic ;x
but saw the inflatable mattress thingy, so i guessed tt there was drama occurring upwards.

i was right, there was this figure sitting on a ledge at the 12th floor.
suicide.

at the moment i bloody hell prayed for the person's safety.
i was thinking; please dont jump, please dont jump.
listen to the person trying to psycho you. ;x

but i didnt stay to watch the drama. on the bus marhs.

when i got off, this cheeena couple was behind me.
the zhabor was like asking, do you think it was a guy or girl.
guess what the guy said?

" how i know. you want me to call? ' hello, you girl or guy, jump alr anot?' "

WHATTHEFUCKINGHELL.
no wonder the source of all problems seem to originate from that country.

like. you nvr sympthatize sua lorhs. no need to make such comments.
save it for yourself uh. muthafucker.

tiring day at work.
encountered some totally shitty customers but some nice ones too.
sang retarded songs to coconut while scrubbing plates.

shurabayapon~ :D

overall, the same old routine.

he got pissed today at himself.
but i hope he'll feel better tml, after my effort to surprise him (:

was late for lecture again.
i've nvr been early or on time yet for this sem.

so sickening.

anyways, slacked at pasir ris for 2hrs plus while waiting for human wheelbarrow event.
ate lunch, walked arnd. blah blah blah.
shirlee accompanied me, cuz we wanted to change the concession card.
but whatthehell, so waste time.

cuz the concession card, school will auto change for us. =="

*rantings from now onwards.*

human wheelbarrow event was completely disorganised.
TPSU didnt give ASc clear instructions at all.
yet they had the gall to complain tt our OLs arent doing our jobs.

for goddamn mother fucking sake.
how to do stuff when they dont bother to even tell us?
always directing us to wrong places and then screaming at us for it.
i asked for help, and when directions finally came. it came with attitude.

why the fuck are you even screaming at me sia.
your people ask me to move to this side.
i move, i see no people. you come and scream at me and tell me its the other side.
FUCK YOU. YOUR PEOPLE GIVE WRONG INFO MY FAULT?
TPSU damn tua kee mehs.

turnout for the event was quite poor.
honestly saying if i had a choice i wouldnt go.

but still, if you had wanted to leave cuz its pointless and your freshies have all left,
why didnt you just say it larhs?
like i'll goddamn fucking force you to stay there.
you've known me for 1 year alr sia.
not as if i'll get pissed if you tell me the truth.
not as if i'm like still in-charge of anything at all.
SORRY IF I MADE YOU FEEL LIKE I WAS FORCING LORHS.
BUT I AM PISSED CUZ YOU LIED.

and i was just bloody hell passing on a msg.

ANYWAY.
stayed behind to cheer on for the freshies taking the endurance challenge.
went high with the rest of the officials there.
all the way even after dinner and on the bus okay !

that was like the only highlight of the event, lawls.

trying to get photos from eric.
who is also trying to get me to sign up for facebook so tt i can just kope frm there. LOL.

let me just end off by emo-ing.

today marks the official end of orientation.
it was sucky, it was fun, it was stressful.
overall still a good learning experience. (:

but, after today i just intend to fade away into the backgrnd again.
back to the quiet times before all these crazyness started.
i'll just focus on him and family and work.

i wont even think about ASc anymore after AY officially ends.
why? bcuz there is no point running for main comm.
my friends dont even respect me enuf to tell me the truth, just as a friend.
not to mention the others who dont even know me.

to them, i'm just someone who hasnt made any contribution to ASc.
except for weekzero, which everyone has done their part for too.
so what have i actually done?
its just nothing much. nothing more.

to the others who think i can make it,
just thanks for thinking tt i can. thats all.
i cannot promise you tt i will and can run.
bcuz there is no point in doing so when no one supports you though you're working tgt.
bcuz there is no point in doing so when no one wants to give honest feedback.
bcuz there is no point in doing so when all odds are against you.

there is just no point for me to continue.

special note.
<3 shirlee for accompanying me for 3hrs.
<3 dakota for zi-highing with me today.
<3 jason helium voice for treating me ILT.
<3 eric for photos.
<3 rachel for leaking out 2 secrets in 1 sentence. LOL.

gahhs. this is pure sickness.

my lappy has been giving me problems these few days.
its screen keeps flickering.

maybe its the coconut curse ;x

anyway, i've to like send it for repair , and earliest i can get it back is monday.
LIKE !@#$%^ !

so, MIA for the weekend and probably longer, people. ):

not sending for repair till monday.
cuz i'm checked with lenovo and they arent even gonna work on the during the weekend.

so why shld i send it in on friday?
pointless.

went out with liying and coconut today :D

had sakae sushi, whoo.
left feeling damn pampered sia.
4 cups of chawanmushi , 1 bowl of cha soba , and fried tofu !
plus sushi , but not quite alot of it though.

liying couldnt believe the amt i could chow down. ;x

slacked at starbucks, had 3/4 cup of whipped cream with chocolate powder and green tea .
sounds gross and disgusting. but it was nice too okayys !

camwhored awhile, windowshopped too.
fun but honestly, i was still feeling drained and tired physically.

photos shall be put up soon. ;D

yet another slack day.
missed APEL2 cuz the buses were late and i was feeling too broke to hail a cab.
alvin poh is not worth my $8 anyway. ;x

had lunch with A9F2 at bizpark today. chicken cutlet !
my throat wasnt feeling well, but heck.

thats the only thing edible.

only intrsting lesson today was understanding theatre.
like. no lectures and just homework for reflection.
and we got to talk and move arnd and all tt.

plus, 7 people from weekzero are in my class too.
ivy cheryl qai firdaus akmal bryan. whoo.

much much better than MGen, where i still fell aslp once the tcher started talking.
i swear, the videos teach much better than he does. ;x

since coconut voiced out alr, i'm nt afraid to show what i feel.
i didnt mind getting neglected , i didnt feel jealous tt you were closer to her.
i mean, we see each other nt tt often.
cannot expect you to only have us arhs.

i just didnt like it when you came to us only when you had problems. ;x

the truth is, you neglected nt only us, but so much more just cuz of her.
you neglected your family
you neglected your studies
alot of those who cared abt you were v v worried abt your attitude change.

at least, i hoped you've realised it now.
she may be a fun friend to hang out with.
it might be really enjoyable and relaxing with her.
but, there is something called too much of a good thing.
focusing all the time and money you have on 1 person isnt correct.

of course, we aint saying tt you shld cut off contact with her too.
its just time and people management you know.

and of course, you're still my ahxiao.
8 years and still running (:

officially the start of year2 today !
its not really much different, except for the new faces tt i see around.

wth, levon's my clsmate now larhs !
she tt day still tell me probably different class.
i dio stun when i saw her siaa. ><

oh. wayne and zul are in TG02 as well.
plus the rest from A8G3. qai, syad, elora, hwaleong.

and the rest just look like strangers. ;x

ANYWAY. i was like waving to people quite alot uh.
dont know why oso, damn high.

and there are alot of people from dakota arnd tt i havent realised are in my cohort.
like zizheng , faris. i nvr realised tt they were in BIO.
always thot they were seniors or from some other courses before i knew them ;x

went out for lunch with sok and shirlee.
had my bbt craving. but not d_____ smoothie. !@#$%^

been quite long since we've done that. and probably lesser next time.
cuz our lunch hours dont really coincide; we only can have tuesday lunch tgt.

but ohwells. there are still weekends. (:

AND. i fell asleep during MGen lecture larhs.
i cant believe it, first lecture of the AY and i am alr sleeping.

okay actually. i can believe tt.
this subject is so goddamnit freaking boring.
the lecturer speaks in monotone too.
v paul cheong like cuz he took 1hr to finish introducing the subject.

and FPATH. thot tt was the only subject we could still take as a class; A8G3.
how wrong. its purely 100% e-learning !
no face-to-face lectures or tutorials.
not even before term test, like whatthefuckzxzxzxzx.

how the hell am i supposed t be motivated to research on my own. =/

went t tampinesONE after school with mini zkm.
both our first times going, tts so noobshit.

but what to do sia. only now then i have the time .

saw alot of people there, including YINGQIAN.
omg only ytd i was talking t her in maple.
about seeing her tt time at city link. LOL.

bus-ed home, fell aslp on his shoulder.
and even after he got off, i continued slping till i missed a stop.

DAMN. i'm becoming piglike.

weekzero is finally over. and i had 15hrs of sleep today :D

through the whole process of orientation, there was alot of blood, sweat and tears.
but i enjoyed it. cuz it has given me an experience i wont forget.

dakota may not have won the best LT award,
but you guys have been the best to me throughout.
thru OLTC, thru LT deco and finally, thru weekzero.
everything has been fun with you guys <3

i wun forget all those crazy videos we've watched and laughed at.
i want nobody nobody but you ~ :D

plus anil clap. ivy clap. ismail clap.
and the ever classic dakota clap by louis chin.

not forgetting to thank the main comms.
xunxiang boss, for guiding me thru OLTC. though he sucks when he drinks durian bbt ;x
eugene, for helping me thru OLTC and weekzero. and burping. and trying t run away. ;x
nadiah, for being such a great FA for dakota. without you, dakota wouldnt be t same. (:
grace, for being an awesome programme head. and comforting me when i cried. (:
jason, for organising weekzero and stressing us out. and his helium voice. ;x
rachel, for providing us food. and being my bus partner. (:
janson, aka ahpek. for being the OLTC log head and bua-ing me with soap. ;x
eric, for all stuff you have designed and done for us. esp the dakota shirts. (:
jordan, crystal, zhenhan, sharon, chongseng, zishan, for helping out during OLTC. :D
peckgee, for helping out in log. and being a great mortal for me ;p

also to mention, clarissa and grace chan.
they've taught me alot as well, and clarified alot of doubts for me.

lastly, all the officials from weekzero. the OLs , loggers, helpers.
weekzero 09 wouldnt have been possible without you guys. <3

edit ;
i forgot to thank someone who has been supporting me silently !
tt's my family, esp mini zkm and coconut.
they've been the ones bearing the brunt of my attitude prob sometimes.
and they've been the ones there for me too.
LOVE YA <3

week zero so far has been great (:

freshies were quiet at first, and it took some time for them to get hyped up.
no choice uh, doing admin. and i was still half asleep. ;x

anyway, most of them are okay right now.
only some of them are quiet during cheering, but they still do take part in games.
so i guess thats okay.

ystrday final clash, was good to see dakota enjoying the game.
i got to interact with the classes too .

but there was smth sucky tt happened too.
dont want to elaborate. its settled and done for anyway.
but i still feel bad . =/

ANYWAY. tml's the final day; TP regatta !
there's no olympiad this year though.
just some mass dance competition shit.

grace informed me last minute tt i have to lead the freshies during the competition cheer.
sucks sia. i dont know if i can shout anot.
and and, i scared i ganjiong forget the cheer ! ;x

week0 starts officially in arnd 5hrs.
all our hard work, this is the final hurdle.

ganbatte, all officials.
especially the week0 organising team. <3

i made him wait 5hrs for me.
such an ungrateful brat i am.

my parents are the absolute jerks.
they are so damn bloody hell unappreciative of whatever jinghui has done.

which is hell lot more than i have been contributing.

she's been designing their name cards.
she's been printing their posters.
she's been giving them out under the hot sun.
she's been going to work almost everyday.
washing plates. wiping them dry. preparing the raw food. dealing with fucked up customers.

and yet, just because of a little cock up she did, they have to wipe away her credits.
just because she laminated ONE GOD DAMN NOTICE WRONGLY.

MUST EVERY FUCKING THING BE AS ORIGINALLY PLANNED?
SHE DIVIDED IT INTO TWO, INSTEAD OF LEAVING IT WHOLE.
SAY WHAT. CANNOT SLOT IN, WILL FALL, ETC. ETC.

CANT YOU FUCKING PASTE THEM SEPERATELY INSTEAD?
MUST YOU INSIST ON PUTTING THEM TOGETHER INTO ONE FUCKING FOLDER?

its just a GOD DAMN NOTICE.

I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHY BOTH OF YOU HAVE TO SCOLD HER.
I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHY ONE MISTAKE TO YOU,
MEANS THAT EVERY SINGLE GOOD SHE'S DONE IS GONE.

FUCK YOU GUYS. seriously.

settled. so dont ask me what happened alr arh ! (:

went around reading random blogs; people back from ahs.
abit nostalgic.

seeing people still meeting up for class outings, chalets.
seeing tt there is at least one person they've kept in contact with till now.

i realised that i have moved on without any holding back.

not saying tt i dont need them or dont bother abt them anymore LAH.
but graduation didnt seem that painful like then.

honestly saying. i have never felt involved in anything back in ahs.
biggest woah was ahsdancesociety performances.
spending time with the gayshits was damn fun. (:

but other than that, i dont find many many memories that i cannot let go of.

i kinda miss my classroom, yes.
but bcuz i no longer have a classroom to call my own now.

i miss the times i've spent with pb and danicia.
though now both of them arent on talking terms and neither am i with one of them.

one thing i definitely do not miss was the lack of confidence i had.

back in ahs i was only loud with my friends.
i didnt socialize much. so people tended not to rmb me unless i was in their classes.
heck. even some of my classmates dont recognise me alr.

like tt day, jeremy foo was like. directly opposite me at the bus queue.
he was facing me like 80% of the time but there wasnt any spark of recognition. hahas.

maybe i've really changed.
but i dont think its only in terms of outer appearance.
its the inside as well.

i've grown stronger, more independent. though i know someone still thinks otherwise ;p
i've grown more confident.
i've learnt to trust myself more, and stop doubting myself.
i've learnt to love myself more no matter how people look at me.
i've learnt to respect myself by ignoring pointed negative comments.

what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger,
and you emerge a much better person out of it.

so cliche, but really so true.

back to reality.

OLTC did put me through alot of heartaches and headaches.
but i pulled through in the end.

so i have to stop being afraid and start taking first steps.

week0 orientation. ELEVEN MORE DAYS.

the mental barrier is there alr.
i really dont know if i can do it anymore.

whenever i think back to day 4, i cant help but feel scared.

i know everyone is comforting me and assuring me,
why are the people closest to me not understanding how i feel?

my parents think i'm idling my time away in school.
they think i am slacking and having fun.
they question where i really go when i stay overnight.

cuz they think its too frequent to be real.

and, i am really sorry i dont have time for you anymore.
i dont want to make too many empty promises..

too many..

i pray that i have the every bloody ounce of strength to carry thru week0.

OLTC was not what i expected.

i still keep asking myself where have i failed.
i still keep asking myself where i went wrong.

but. i also seek the answer to what i can do to improve refresher on thursday.

hopefully, we can all start on a fresh clean slate.

and. thanks all who comforted me.
i really felt appreciated and loved by all your hugs and encouragements.

<3 dakota, and those who comforted me.
<3 main comms, for reassuring me.
<3 logistics team, for making OLTC possible.

and.
<3 mini zkm loads, for lending me your shoulder and picking me up.

happy birthday levono !

she probably wouldnt be seeing this, but for fun.
i'll just write this down anyway. (:

as usual, went down to school.
today was half day for me though.
didnt do much; typed in and rephrased the first aid troubleshooting procedures.
collected money from some participants,
and discussed smth really v v confidental. eg. whether eugene is really ghey or not. LOL

okay i was just kidding.
but whether eugene IS or ISNT ghey. ahem.

we shall see larhs, horh.

my boss was so kind as to spare me from smelling durian again today.
apparently someone recommended someone to drink DURIAN BUBBLE TEA.
yes, durian flavoured. with the flesh of the fruit instead of pearls.

at first, still can tahan.
1 sample cup only marhs. everyone tried and said it tasted good.
but dont look at me !

i didnt go near the cup. ;x

then then, the next day !
FOUR people bought the durian bbt.

first was nadiah. she popped the cup in front of me.
hokay, still nvm. can tahan.

xx saw i v cham larhs. say he wun open his first, till later.
at that time i was feeling relieved, but janson walked into the room happily slurping.
and sat somewhere near xx, to my left

hokay. NVM. still can tahan.

at this moment clarissa walked in and handed an open cup of durian bbt to eugene.
fyi. he was sitting to my right.

xx burst out laughing, and so did the others who had noticed my already red nose. =/

so i told my dear boss tt he could start drinking alr cuz it doesnt make a difference.
the whole log room smelt of durian alr. and so did the corridor.

oh. and eugene further improved the quality of the air by burping durian scented air.

OKAY BACK TO TOPIC.

in addition to the no-durians-today-cuz-we're-getting-heaty-and-eugene-cant-poop,
my boss let me have the day off.
so boss. thankyou. ;)

wanted to rush for a movie with mini zkm; marley and me.
but then his tcher called, and explained tt he wanted to meet mini zkm today.
smth regarding the O level maths paper registration.

apparently his results are not bad, and his tcher hopes he can get a O lvl cert for maths.
so we went down to his school instead (:

i was disappointed initially,
but your future is much more impt than a movie tt i can watch online anytime.
so dont feel guilty. okayys?

suddenly rmbered tt nazzymully and yun were at xfire.
so both of us went there to surprise both of them. :D

nazzymully's eyes nearly popped. AHAHAHAHA.
and yun? he got his chair shaken for the MES word. =="

eighteen chefs for dinner today!
this time i had creamy mango sauce + sausage + mushrooms + chicken slices
wao. the mango is xiang de lorhs ~ xD

went suntec convention center for F&B fair.
christ mei was working there for her aunt maarhs.
her mei was there accompanying her too. jojo. ;x
she unloaded a pile of brochures on me and mini zkm to help give out. hahas.

poor mini zkm. he unintentionally called this auntie ' sir ' and thus.
earned a session of cramp causing laughter from us. :DD

had fun though, crist and jojo tried to tempt me with liquor chocolates.
they are another les pair tt i know who are so ghey, okay.

ahxiao and kukunut is the ultimate pairing. <3

after tt we went to buy my 2 pairs of fbts.
straight cut, not curve cut.
i dunwan to be smexyaye or whatever and risk thigh exposure like others. =/

mrt-ed home !
no long bus ride today, cuz we left too late. aww.

okay and now.
i want to sleep but i'm not sure if i can.
cuz my hmwork for today is nt done.
cuz i'm not sure of the changes
cuz i went out
and cuz of tt i dont know the exact updated details.
cuz xx is alr aslp, i think.

which is actually. all my fault cuz i procrastinated today and started late. ><

alright i shall go sleep.

i feel so guilty for causing you to be like this.
sorry tt i made you feel alone.
sorry tt i neglected you again.

i promise you, after this mess is over,
i'll make it up to you (:

i have been going back to school everyday again.
my life is currently all about my love burden ____, OLTC.

its commencing in arnd SEVEN DAYS.
and i dont know if i shld feel nervous or excited abt it.

when everything seems to be going smoothly,
then someone asks me a question and messes my confidence entirely.
i think i'm too inexperienced to handle this. :(

cuz i have nvr planned smth like this before, let alone be such an impt role.

but still. since i've made it so far.
i might as well run the final lap the best i can,
and just hope tt everything will hold together like it should.

JINGTING YOU CAN FUCKING DO IT.
survive OLTC you ass.
_________________________________________________________________

oh yeahs. these few days, i've been going without lunch.
just breakfast if i'm nt late, and dinner at night.

its nt tt i'm trying to lose weight.
i bloody hell lost 5kg alr, and i dont aim to lose more.

its just that, i dont really have the mood to eat when i'm in school.
and that i'm trying to save cash for idk what.

i just feel as if i lack cash larhs ! ;x

thanks mini zkm, for buying me a meal tho i refused. ._.
thanks shirlee, for offering me your mcwings, hahas !

and thanks the rest who are worried.
but i'm freaking okay okay. :D

extremely tired after working today !
frm 9am - 9pm on my feet. whew.
i think my soles are ready to split up with me.

well. at least its for my parents. ;x

mundane routine of washing plates and finding change for customers.
and i peeled of 2 chunks of my nails along with the potato skins.
the middle finger hurts cuz the flesh is exposed.

reminds me of smth..
" oh, my god. i think i need a manicure ~ " LOL !

ohh yeahs.
saw keely and tt guy she was rumored to be with during css.
i dont rmb his name. and i only realised he was in css cuz i saw keely ._.

therefore no starstruck oomg reactions coming from me. hahahas.
jh : ' got such person mehs '

___ you suck. no one rmbs you ;x

okayys. random sia.
going sleep. tml having briefing for OLTC.

and i have to report at 9AM OKAY. ):

went out with jinghui for our SHOPPING SPREE on thursday ! :D
i bought a black skirt, eyeliner, and tt's all.
poor me, no cash to spend. ;x
jh spent alot more, but she was satisfied with her haul.

its been so damn long since i have been out shopping with my dearest sister. x)

the kukunut doesnt know her directions.
we got lost diverted twice larhs !
first time was on the mrt.
second was on the bus.

last time i'm gonna let her lead the way, i swear.

went out with mini zkm as well, to pre-celebrate our 16th months.
cuz well. i have to go back to school on monday marhs. bleh.
but never mind ! most impt thing is tt we spent time tgt also.
our walking day, hahas.

we walked from central to clarke quay to funan to city hall to marina. HAHA.
had pastamania, whoo. satisfied MY craving. :D

and and he accompanied me to buy my black bag oso.
23bucks for a small bag, but i loved it. buckle detail FTW.

release of exam results today. via the ever scary sudden sms ;x

i wont say i was satisfied with the outcome.
cuz there is an obvious indication tt my grades have dropped since last sem.
and i can probably guess why as well.

but. i guess tt wont be a problem soon. =/

anywho. welcome ahxiao back frm overseas. :D
i'm kinda surprised she didnt bomb the plane. AHAHA.

i feel so exhausted today.
cuz i was working for my parents at their stall today you see. ;x

this fucking JC student and her bespectacled geek lower sec friend pissed me and jh off.
she kept turning arnd to look, then both of us diao her. hahahahs.

like. whatthefuckinghell is there to see larhs.
dont jealous we no need go school cuz its our goddamn holidays leh.

boohoo for you.

i feel vulgar today.^^_l_

and like i promised. peektures.

random shot of the circular staircase.
i want smth like this at home.

so tt i can sit on the railings like a twisty slide. :D

the cute cat called.. er.

jovan.
or was it navin?

anywho. its one of the two adorable cats with biased names at the class chalet. ;p
the other gray one kept running away, so boohoo no photo ):
why is the name biased ? lemme provide a picture i found in my phone.
i think tt was taken by amy.

thumb sucking jovan. tt's why ;x.
qai. :D

he had this glass with him, filled with coke. but it looked like a whisky glass.
and and we said he looked like a homeless guy eating his food and drinking. LOL

me and shirlee
inspired by an anyhow taken photo tt somehow showed this zoomed in part of my face.
me and shirlee decided to, um. take random shots and get people to guess?
LOOOOL.

mine is pretty obvious. ;x

and sok. you missed out on the fun ):